be happy darling, your smile's beautiful.

I’m never gonna get over it.

I’m never gonna be okay with you absense. I will never be okay with how you fucking left me. I’ll never be okay with how you left me sitting here with a thousand questions. I’ll never be okay with you leaving, period. I’ll never be okay with how you were in my life one second, and completely gone the next. I don’t understand. Why can’t you just tell me what I did. Or what’s wrong with me. Why did you do this to me.

I think I’m gonna call my mom tonight & just cry on the phone with her. Because apparently nobody else cares. I guess she’s all I have now.